Dream a dream, never let go of what is make believe, what is a bare reality, what might never be, hang onto what can barely be made, for this is what pushes us to go beyond expected limits, what makes us understand that there are things better than what we know and can comprehend. Though they may at the end of the line, be nothing more than mere wishful thinking.


To have a nesan that is not of blood relation but of soul relation is a gift from the heavens above. To have sister that can understand you without you saying a word, explain to you logic that makes little sense when times are troubling and confusing is truly a wonderful thing. A person that can make you smile and laugh even when you feel like the world is mere seconds from its end. This sort of person is rare and such a treasure, something worth more than all the riches of the world. Never abandon such a worth, you would be a cold and heartless being if you ever even considered to do so.
Dedicated to Babigaley, my nesan ^^

Love. A four lettered word that is over-rated and sadly in a world like today has lost it’s beautiful moral value. But yet, there are pairs of people who are destined to find eachother, people who make the world realise what love truly is. Not some asinine emotion to be frowned upon, but a beautiful relationship between two people. It means the world to them. The pair reach and eventuality stage at which they are entwined in eachother and become one person. No one or nothing can break this sacred bond, unless one the two halves decides to shatter something so precious. Normally when this happens, the other half is left to wonder,”What did I do?” They did nothing. It wasn’t ever true love to begin with if it was broken. True love is never broken. Our hearts yearn for it so much, that we seek it so desperately, that sometimes we jump in too quick into what is an illusion. Our hearts need time to decide what is love and what is not. Love is a conscience, an emotion and a beauty.

Perfection came in the form of you. I have a love for you beyond what those four letters can express. You make me laugh without even trying, the thought of you makes me smile everyday. I’ve never imagined In all my wildest dreams, that I would ever end up with someone just like you. Your always so sincere there’s no walls with you, a flaw of my own, but every day I talk to you I feel as if brick by brick my walls are coming down. I used to tell myself, no one would ever take it upon themselves to do such a thing. But you did. And I didn’t know what to do about it for a while. Run? But I couldn’t, I was stuck inside. Though I may be able to read others like a book, there are times, though I deny it, I wish someone could do the same to me. It would be at times I suppose a comfort to know, that someone over a course of time has taken their time and energy to understand me almost completely. I’d hope that one day that person would be you. I love you Joost. Of all promises by you I’ll remember, I’ll pray ever night that you continue to hold my hand, if anything I was to ask of you, that would be it, the comfort of knowing everyday I wake up, you’ll be there. I love you Hikari-Kun and I’ll endure all the pains of this world, just to hold your hand forever.